Something Undefined

This day has been marked... February 26, 2006... The excitement last night almost kept me awake till 2:30 AM, I can't sleep, my mind was filled with images of me... driving my car... my very own car... a childhood dream about to be realized at the age of 23... I fell asleep and had nightmares... yes.. nightmares... I dreamt that Mr. Estrada (the seller) told me that he wanted me to give him 11k in cash before he let us have the car... how in the world will I be able to produce that amount in a day???... Its like being punched hard in the face! Then my father woke me up, it was already 7:30 AM in the morning... thanking god that it was just a dream... I took a bath and helped father and Mang Rommy clear the inner part of our garage... bye bye ping pong table hehehe! -------------------- TAMA NA ENGLISH DI AKO MAKAPAGKWENTO NG MALAYA!!! San tayo ulet.. edi ayun na nga.... itinapon lahat ng tambak sa garahe, lahat ng di kelangan, mga upuan na bakal inilagay lahat sa likod bahay... tap...

Its 4:41 in the afternoon... my mind is filled with stuffs... emotional stuffs and other things which shouldnt be there in the first place... The date is February 25, 2006... My dream is only a sleep ahead... I'm very excited... I just can't wait for tomorrow... but I have to.. or it'll never come. February 26, 2006... this day will mark deep into my life's history. I can feel it already... my body is anticipating everything... One of my ultimate dream is now about to be fulfilled. I've been disapointed so manytimes.. been struggling enough... I really hope this time... everything will materialize... Right now all I can do is wait.. still expecting the worst... and hoping for the best... better practice to hold my tears... I'm a MAN! not a cheesecake. February 26, 2006 - in this blog I mark this day...

Friday afternoon, medyo na buburn ako sa kakaisip sa ginagawa ko so tumambay muna ko at nagpahangin sa balcony ng office namin... tinatanaw ang maganda at makulay na sementeryo ng makati... Tapos bigla nlang pumasok sa isip ko tong situation na to... May Pari at Madre... devoted sila sa kanilang duty kay god... magkaibigan ung dalawa at matagal ng magkasama sa simbahan. Tapos nagkaron sila ng mission sa rome, so sumakay sila sa eroplano papuntang rome... tapos nagkaron ng malfunction sa plane then bumagsak ito... Habang nabagsak, nagtapat yung pari ng love nya sa madre, at yung madre nagtapat din ng kanyang nararamdaman sa pari... Nagyakap silang dalawa, at nag kiss... ang kanilang first and final kiss... Then the plane crashes and they died instantly... Devoted sila as servant of god, but sa final moments nila.. sinuway nila ang vow nila as Pari and Madre... Sa tingin nyo... san mapupunta yung dalawa? sa Heaven or sa Hell? Till now medyo nalilito ako sa pwede kong isagot sa sariling ...

Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low. You see love as a gift that you should give to many. It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time... Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium....