FINALLY!!!! THANKYOU LORD!! OHHH YEAHH!!!!

This day has been marked... February 26, 2006...

The excitement last night almost kept me awake till 2:30 AM, I can't sleep, my mind was filled with images of me... driving my car... my very own car... a childhood dream about to be realized at the age of 23... I fell asleep and had nightmares... yes.. nightmares... I dreamt that Mr. Estrada (the seller) told me that he wanted me to give him 11k in cash before he let us have the car... how in the world will I be able to produce that amount in a day???... Its like being punched hard in the face!

Then my father woke me up, it was already 7:30 AM in the morning... thanking god that it was just a dream... I took a bath and helped father and Mang Rommy clear the inner part of our garage... bye bye ping pong table hehehe!

-------------------- TAMA NA ENGLISH DI AKO MAKAPAGKWENTO NG MALAYA!!!

San tayo ulet.. edi ayun na nga.... itinapon lahat ng tambak sa garahe, lahat ng di kelangan, mga upuan na bakal inilagay lahat sa likod bahay... tapos naligo nako... at lumarga na kami pa Bicutan dahil kukuha muna kami ng SQUID BOLS sa FTI.

Syempre sa buong byahe na yon... panay tugudug tugudug ang puso ko... kasi gawa ng panaginip ko... papano kung hindi i release ung sasakyan? papano ung excitement ko? mapupunta nalang ba yun sa talampakan ko? so sige byahe! si papa talagang kwento pa ng kwento, pangaral ng pangaral, turo ng mga road safety tips na parang first time ko magmamaneho.. eh college palang nagmamaneho nako.

Tapos ayun.. nakuha nanamin ung squidbols at derecho na kami pa France Street sa Better Living sa Paranaque... talagang todo kabado ko, para kong makikipag meet sa parents ng aking nililigawan. Sobrang kinakabahan, excited, takot, masaya... nakakalukong pakiramdam!

Lumiliko na sa France street... natatae ako sa anticipation... nakikita ko na ang autopad carwash!! waaah ayan na... bumaba na kami.. wahahahaha grabe!!!! at pinatuloy na sa bahay ni Mr.Estrada... waaah etoh na to!!! Mahabang pag hihintay dahil nag breakfast pa si seller... talgang heavy ata ang breakfast dahil 30 mins din kami nag antay... at ayan na... nagsimula na ang negotiation... ang unang sabi ni seller... "Kasi po di pa kumpleto yung payment" (dahil nga hindi pa na rerelease ng bank ung loaned amount ko) eh sos... 8 sasakyan nung seller.. at ung civic eh di na ginagamit.

Ang galing ni papa makipag negotiation, talagang salesman ang mga banat... ang problema kasi si seller eh ayaw mag tiwala na pag nasamin na ung sasakyan eh baka di ko na asikasuhin ung loan nya.. sabi ko naman.. Sir naman, I think I'm professional enough for such things to happen.. napa english ang putek. Naasar nako eh, kasi dami pang satsat... tapos biglang sabi.. o sige... susulat nlang ako ng letter na nagpatunay na narelease ko na sa inyo ang sasakyan.... Pagkasabi nya non.. parang nagbabaan ang mga anghel sa langit at sabay sabay na kumanta na hallelujah ni bamboo.

Tapos tinawag nya si edna, ung nagbabantay sa carwash.. EDNA EDNA, ung susi ba ng civic eh nasayo? pakibigay sa mag ama kukunin na nila ung unit.. HALA!!!! ANG SAYA!! pero cyempre di ako nagpahalata... pero sa totoo lang gusto ko ng mag sisigaw at magpagulong gulong sa kalsada sa sobrang saya... sa wakas... may maguguhitan nako sa time capsule ko....

At binigay na saken ang susi ****slow motion**** damn! ang sarap! para akong binigyan ng hmmm di ko malaman eh... ng kakaibang bagay na nagpapasaya saken... un na un... binuksan ko ang pinto.... binuksan ko ang hood, ang compartment, check oil, check spare tire, tools, jack, EWD... nung ok na lahat... pinaandar ko na at iniatras dahan dahan papalayo ng carwash... nagpagas sa petron... at lumarga pauwe...

sa sasakyan... habang nabyahe sa express way... sigaw ako ng sigaw... YEAH!!! ALRIGHT! YEAHHHH!!!! YEAHHH!!!! ASTEGGG!!! YEAHH!!!!! ang saya saya ko! naluluha ako sa saya! grabe mababaw man sa iba pero saken hindee!!!! grabe ang intensity ng feeling.... at wala pako lisensya non dahil kasama sa naglaho kong wallet!

Pag uwi.. mayabang ako ng POTPOT! aba ang lakas ng POTPOT!!!! pag silip ni mama... WOW!!!!! hanggang buwan ang ngiti! edi cyempre ako hangang pluto ang ego! hahaha! nagpark ako unti unti.. di ako muna lumabas ng sasakyan... cyempre pinagpipindot ko muna lahat ng mapipindot sa sasakyan inaalam kung para san to, ano to, pano to.. ganun ganun...

tapos ang ate kong excited niyaya ako ng bebe sis ko sa festi... at cyempre excited ako.. payag ako kahit wlang lisensya!! wala kong paki!

Eto ang summary ng aking gala today..

Paranaque --> House --> Festival Mall --> Bahay ni GF --> Walter Mart --> Bahay ni GF --> Sta Rosa --> House... astig..

owel THANK YOU GOD!! MARAMING MARAMING SALAMAT!!!

ngayon... the Best has arrived... I'm expecting for the worst... no more... (for now)

YEAH!!!!!!!



eto po cya...

A sleep away...

Its 4:41 in the afternoon... my mind is filled with stuffs... emotional stuffs and other things which shouldnt be there in the first place... The date is February 25, 2006... My dream is only a sleep ahead... I'm very excited... I just can't wait for tomorrow... but I have to.. or it'll never come.

February 26, 2006... this day will mark deep into my life's history. I can feel it already... my body is anticipating everything... One of my ultimate dream is now about to be fulfilled. I've been disapointed so manytimes.. been struggling enough... I really hope this time... everything will materialize...

Right now all I can do is wait.. still expecting the worst... and hoping for the best... better practice to hold my tears... I'm a MAN! not a cheesecake.

February 26, 2006 - in this blog I mark this day...

Isang bagsakan...

Friday afternoon, medyo na buburn ako sa kakaisip sa ginagawa ko so tumambay muna ko at nagpahangin sa balcony ng office namin... tinatanaw ang maganda at makulay na sementeryo ng makati...

Tapos bigla nlang pumasok sa isip ko tong situation na to...

May Pari at Madre... devoted sila sa kanilang duty kay god... magkaibigan ung dalawa at matagal ng magkasama sa simbahan.

Tapos nagkaron sila ng mission sa rome, so sumakay sila sa eroplano papuntang rome... tapos nagkaron ng malfunction sa plane then bumagsak ito...

Habang nabagsak, nagtapat yung pari ng love nya sa madre, at yung madre nagtapat din ng kanyang nararamdaman sa pari...

Nagyakap silang dalawa, at nag kiss... ang kanilang first and final kiss...

Then the plane crashes and they died instantly...

Devoted sila as servant of god, but sa final moments nila.. sinuway nila ang vow nila as Pari and Madre...

Sa tingin nyo... san mapupunta yung dalawa? sa Heaven or sa Hell?

Till now medyo nalilito ako sa pwede kong isagot sa sariling gulo na naisip ko...

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Bumalik kami sa Euro Star Carnival last friday... at sumakay kami sa iniwan naming ride last time... at ito ang Joker... putek ang saya! nakakatakot ng todo! na weirdohan nga saken mga barkada ko kasi bat daw sigaw pako ng sigaw kahit nakatigl na kami sa taas...

Sorry natakot ako eh.. tsaka medyo mahina ako sa heights.... eh pag tingin ko sa paa ko hala nakabitin kami sa ere!! waaah! sos astig!!! Payong kaibigan, pag kayoy napadpad sa eurostar sa fort... wag kayong aalis ng hindi sinasakyan ang JOKER.

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Naranasan nyo na bang magbago bigla ang tingin sa isang tao dahil sa isang sitwasyon na nangyari sa ibang tao. Though hindi sayo ginawa eh parang nagka idea ka narin? well nangyari saken ito at di ko alam kung anong will ni god sa pagbigay saken ng ganun pagisip pero baka tinatapalan nya lang ng epoxy ang aking kinakalawang na shield at armor.

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Malapit ng matupad ang isa sa aking mga pangarap... malapit na malapit na.... Expecting the worst... hoping for the best!

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