Something Undefined

Here I'am again... in my room, in front of my ever so useful computer working my butt off to pay my up-coming bills. I can't really think of something to write.. all I want to do is to jam my keyboard and create words that will merge into sentence... I really want to share some stuffs about me and my "girl" but I'll have it posted once I transferred our pictures... hmmm me and my girl... and her damned period which I really want to stop... unfortunately unlike the other girls who had their period once a month... my girl have her period everyday of the week... that is until I have her fixed hehehe. If only I could just patch her up with a couple of "Whisper with Mulawin Wings" to stop her leak, That could save me lots of bread, if that was only possible, hmmm... possible maybe... but quite stupid and idiotic. Until now I still can't believe that she's living here with me... after years of dreaming... after years of planning... finally I have her n...

Today is my birthday... today I turned 24... today I realized that I'm really getting older and how time passed by so fast... it seems only yesterday that I woke up on my "papag" on our college apartment.. that I rode my motorcycle with Brian to deliver flowers to our girlfriends, that we hangout at UP Los Baños for no apparent reason but boredom.. and now I'm 24... I guess it's time to start doing all those healthy stuffs.. diet... diet diet... and exercise... I'm getting older and fatter if this goes on I might be dead before I even reach 40... better diet... I need an inspiration, motivation.. consultation...

I drove to manila last week, the feeling was very much different when I rode a bus to Makati. I feel nervous, excited... like having LBM and winning in a lottery while riding a "balsa" in the middle of the pacific ocean at the same time. With my tank loaded with 300 pesos worth of premium gasoline, I head out with confidence... while driving I was singing KAMIKAZE's Narda, I really don't know the lyrics of the song.. who cares?! "Mapapansin kaya blah blah blah blah...." Then I wondered how it felt like driving over 115 kph... thats my fastest driving record, and that was on my 1999 Honda Dream Motorcycle ("scooter"), with no helmet and eye protector on, that was the fastest and the most "dangerous" stunt I ever tried... over-taking long trucks with my "manibela" shaking because of the speed... If I happen to run over a stone or something on the road I will surely collapse, and might not be here blogging right now. So I stepped o...